here i am
my soul is an insect that follows me around dark shadow beetle haunting peripheral vision
demanding dull salvation
mybodyinfested and dying (( a dove apparition embraced by flame
feardesireorgasm ))) wakeupwakeupwakeup my demon brother whispers and i'm awake and dying
and ready
like the first time i committed suicide
i walk the streets of Vancouver using a map of London to see where it takes me ... the physical space is not the psychic space ... [[now explain where you are]] ...